Well tonight was a rough one! I have not been getting the hours I need at work ... well I guess what I should say is I'm not a millionaire yet so I am not satisfied! ;) haha no I'm totally kidding! :) haha but honestly I have not been getting enough money ... so that has been getting me down! ... Man! Tonight I have hit a trial that is too close! Way to close to my heart!! I don't know why I decided to stay out here sometimes!! ... its almost harder to deal with reality!! ... everyday trials! ... a couple hours ago I felt down and hopeless! ... Until I realized that the feeling of despair and regret started turning into love and hope! ... I know that I choose this! I know that I wanted to come to this earth to learn all that I could! I have been through a lot so far and I still have so much more to go through! SO I was thinking of all of the blessings in my life! All of the love that my life has been filled with and all of the knowledge that I really have!!
Life may seem hard and unfair a lot of the time! Trust me I know! If you have read any of my past posts I'm not really one to say its not ... but I know that even though there are so many things that are SO unbelievably hard and so many things that just seem unreachable that there IS hope! there is SO much hope!!! The lord did not send us here to fail he did not send us here so we could not reach better things! There is better out there! we are all meant to be happy! so why try not to be! Life is good! I love my roommates! I love my friends! and I love the Beauty of this earth!!! I just LOVE IT!!! Life is good even when its not so good! Even through all the wishing and hoping for something better!! Better is right in front of our faces we just have to notice! :) I love you all! :) Night! :)
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You're so AMAZING! I wish I could be more like you in my trials.
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