Changes and great life steps! :)

Well life has been so good for me! I have started a new job with Pinnacle Security and I am scared right now of being new, but I know that eventually I will get the hang of it! :) This week is a crazy week because I will be juggling two jobs! but just this week! Its my last week at Brick Oven! :) haha so I'm going to miss everyone there but its time to move on! ANYWAY ... Life is good! I went down to California this past week and I had so much fun! I miss my family, so its good when I get to see them! I still want to move back there sometimes but then I remember that for some reason right now I feel I am in the right place! I got my answer a while ago and I will just continue to do the best I can! :) But it was so fun seeing my little nephew and baby sister! They are just SO cute!!! I love them! Of course I loved seeing my mom again! I love that woman so much! She is just so amazing! She is my strength! There is no other better woman! Anyway it was good I got my little car (Geo, Metro) and just got a lot done that I needed to get done! :) But it is good to be back in Provo now even though it was SO hard to drive away from my home in California! ... It is nice to be back! Nathan was waiting for me when I got back so that was SO nice to see him when I got back I hadn't seen him for seven days! thats a long time! Especially since before I left he surprised me by asking me to be his girlfriend! haha Yeah! BIG step! but I feel good about this for now so we will see where it goes! :) We basically decided that we like each other and we have been basically dating now since the end of January so we want to see where it might go if it goes! :) I like it! :) So a big step for me after everything but I think this is good! :) I'm being careful and watching my back still but with Nathan I feel that I don't really need to he is a different kind of boy! And I love it! He is just so amazing and surprises me everyday! He hasn't let me down yet so its just purely wonderful! I just hope I don't let him down in anyway! I feel so good when I'm around him I feel he sees me for the Naomi that I really am and he accepts me for all of me! its just nice to be seen for me and not for an expectation of who he thinks I should be! :) I like him! :) so ... anyway thats all thats new! life is good! :) ♥ love you all!

-Naomi